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I’ll take my time and move on from all of this
It’s all about the rolling waves
You leave me cold
I’m wandering and positive
So what if I don’t want to wait
They’re not tying me off right now
And though it doesn’t make sense
I lost all feeling inside my mouth
And I can’t handle my hands
You cover the ground
To everyone else it seems like nothing is sound
But tell you just how far you’ll run
So, keep on looking up
You’ll find the courage to paint a world that burns like Hell
Not for allure, but mostly for yourself
Cause you needed escape in a dark kind of way
It’s a sentiment you’ll never get used to
And I don’t want to hear it
I’ve seen soul in the nerves of every feeling you fought
And maybe it’s enough to move us on
From where we started off
You cough up blood, but stand up to anyone
But never do it out of rage
Just build your home and surround it with everyone
Who always seem to feel your pain
If I’m finally at my doubts
I take a look at my friends
Don’t make a ceiling inside your clouds
Just let them grow with your plans
And that’s the way it ought to stay
You’ll find the courage to paint a world that burns like Hell
Not for allure, but mostly for yourself
Cause you needed escape in a dark kind of way
It’s a sentiment you’ll never get used to
And I don’t want to hear it
I’ve seen soul in the nerves of every feeling you fought
And maybe it’s enough to move us on
From where we started off
I see the side of things that won’t show up
I’m not involved in that
I see that art is making something loud
When it’s silent out I yell
And this is in my head
I don’t need a writer to tell me how I breathe
This is the war to end all wars
Cause some say…
You’ll find the courage to paint a world that burns like Hell
Not for allure, but mostly for yourself
Cause you needed escape in a dark kind of way
It’s a sentiment you’ll never get used to
And I don’t want to hear it
I’ve seen soul in the nerves of every feeling you fought
And maybe it’s enough to move us on
From where we started off -
if tyson chandler doesnt win mvp this year it will be a gross injustice. against 2 of the top 3 centers in the nba hes held them to 8,8,12(howard) and 3(bynum).
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I have the sketchy past, yet I have shed my wings
Cold turkey now hanging by a heart-string
Dangle over her, above the pulsing bar
She tries to catch my eye, her gaze is deafening
What do you call a lass conservatively dressed
With a glimmer in her eye that screams “I’m next”
I am the greasy chump with whom she’ll fall in love
If I’m her fall from grace, then she’s my christening.
You look so good tonight, you look so good tonight
Break down those walls tonight, you look so good tonight
And when we’re good and close, I think I’ll steal your time
They can shoot on sight, but it’s all right.
You look so good tonight, you look so good tonight.
And I don’t care
Which prophet you adore, who you voted for
it won’t discourage love’s sick former manwhore
Your skin against my own, I’ll be your Oli Stone
You’ll be my Audrey Hep, you can have what is left
And we’ll combine to be some kind of Japanese mecca-creation
With two fused persuasions, yeah
We’ll destroy the earth and herald it’s rebirth
And somewhere, or someone like you would hit on me
You look so good tonight, you look so good tonight
(I gotta have you)
Break down those walls tonight, you look so good tonight
(I gotta have you now)
And when we’re good and close, I think I’ll steal your time
They can shoot on sight, but it’s all right
You look so good tonight, you look so good tonight
This could produce a meltdown, but I think we’re doing fine
We can tear and break the maps apart, shatter all their lines
When the universe that is not comes, to kill our love and trust
I only want a soul to know it feels so good with us
Feels so good with us, and it’s all right
You look so good tonight, you look so good tonight
(I gotta have you)
Break down those walls tonight, you look so good tonight
(I gotta have you now)
And when we’re good and close, I think I’ll steal your time
They can shoot on sight, but it’s all right.
You look so good tonight, you look so good tonight
(I gotta have you)
You look so good tonight
(I gotta have you, now.)
You look so good tonight -
Hold my hands out like I’m starting to break
I’m seeing now what I’m doing to the people around me
I’m not supposed to care this much
And I ask myself; yeah, who am I?
Well, to anything, have I lost my health?
I still harbor all my anger
I’ve been staring at the color in my veins
How they stay
How I still feel I’m tired, but awake
And somewhere out there there is someone thinking of what I haven’t gave them yet
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some people are so used to being in a relationship or with someone else that being alone for 2-4 weeks at tops after getting out of one relationship is a long time…and they dont know how to do it any other way i used to be like that…and the decisions i made were terrible ones but now that im single i get what its like to be on your own and not really have anyone there for you..the last five years have been pretty crappy but i dont think its so much me being alone i think its more so that life is just full of loops, twist and curveballs sometimes it would be easier to just close your eyes and swing for the fence without the fear of striking out
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i honestly hope i just dont wake up one day…preferably tomorrow
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long time no update
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honestly..i dont think ill ever be available emotionally for anyone ever again
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every time i celebrate a birthday and get a year older im reminded of how little ive done in my life or how meaningless its been so far :sigh:
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im melting in your eyes i lost my place could stay a while and im melting in your eyes like my first time that i caught fire just stay with me lay with me now
